I want to tear these thoughts in pieces and set fire to them. In fact there are so many of them that I could literally make a little bonfire of it if I wrote them down. And because I know they are all nonsense, I stay. And I stay because I have some sweet new friends, some yet to know better and some that are supporting me in class.
And once in a while, when my shoulders are lowered, this place feels pretty amazing to me.